Conversation with doc

Doc: What's wrong with you?
Me: Insomnia doc. I can't sleep last night. Now I got dizzy spell.
Doc: Why? You got a lot of stress ar?
Me: I don't know. (Do I?) Can I have some sleeping pills? I get this insomnia spell every now and then doc.
Doc: Sleeping pill? Why? You want to kill yourself ar?
Me: Of course not!
Doc: Ok. I give you only 5 tablets. Promise me you do not kill yourself.
Me: Don't be silly doc! I won't.
Doc: But if you do and if you are dead, make sure you come back and see me and give me 4D!
Me: ??????

What now?

My blog. My remedy. Have been away for so long. I forgot why I wrote my last entry. A disturbing entry. And now, is 4.40am and I could not sleep. What do I do? Tossing and turning is no use. I just have to pen down my emotions. Few more hours to work. I am not sure if I can make it for work.

The fan in the room is spinning. Everything else in the room is silent. This is the kind of peace that I need. Silent. Unfeeling. Still.