Lost my wallet

I was walking around this huge building with long alleys. From one section to the other, as I walked, there are people sitting around preparing food. I saw a friend of mine, Lay Suan with some other familiar faces getting busy with some food preparation.

My scene changes to another place where a group of people at different places were playing traditional chinese music. I was walking from one section of the building and there were music playing in the room and as I continued walking into another room, a set of musician picked up the music from the last... it was like a continuation of music. The last vision I can remember was two chinese man wearing a traditional chinese costume playing an instrument. It was like a preparation for a musical event.

That was one part of my dream last night.



As I woke up this morning, I remembered of another dream which was not so pleasant and had me screaming in the middle of the night. I was in this room full of chairs and tables (like the one we had in school). I was searching for my wallet. It was such a desperation to try finding my wallet. I was devastated to lose my wallet. My desperation turns into worry as somehow, the wallet holds something very valuable to me. In the dream, it was as though someone wants to take away my wallet as it contains something valuable. As I was getting more depress, I suddenly saw a face of a woman with a very huge eyes staring right up at me. I screamed! Yes! I screamed but not in my dream.. I actually screamed and woke up! Panting away, I was in shocked and yet relieved that it was just a dream...

Supernatural

So i have this friend, Angie, who called me last Tuesday and said that she suspected something of a supernatural is disturbing her. She has been having few sleepless night, aching body and all. So she asked for my help to call a friend of mine, Joan who has a gift of sensing and seeing this "beings".

So we drove to Angie's house yesterday and Joan get in the house on the pretext of discussing some matters. (we do not want to make it too obvious to the "beings" that we are scouting for them). Anyway, Joan went around the house and rooms, all the while chit chatting and looking at Angie's expensive camera equipments (she is a photographer, by the way). So after a while, Joan suggested that we go for a drink. (Many a time, i know that this is an indication that something is amiss and has to be discussed out of the house or away from these beings).

So 3 of us adjourned to a nearby coffee shop and JOan start to relate her experience. It seems that there is a "being" in the form of a kid in the house. Apparently it is a playful, hyperactive kid who seem to be running around the house. Joan sensed some part of the house to be warm and some part to be chilly. So, accordingly, the "being" followed Angie home during one of her late nights out.

It was a chilling experience for me listening the explanation. Somehow, I do believe that all of us have senses to feel this being that most of us choose to block it of and ignore it. In Joan's case, her senses were sharper.

It is not all the time necessary to get spiritual help when one is having this "sleepless, body aching" experience but Angie felt a different kind of unexplainable experience. Moreover, since this month is the chinese Ghost month, it seems necessary to seek spiritual help.

Well, thank god that all the "being" wanted was to play and be around someone and meant no harm. So Angie was required to make some offerings and prayers and hopefully "the kid" will leave....

Blog blog blog

I am a new blogger. I am just inspired by the many writers around. Yes, they are bloger but i call them writer simply because what they wrote really amuses me and fascinate me. So, I was inspired to write as well!

Eversince I was introduce to this world of blog (not too long ago), I just seem to be hearing news about it in the paper. The first was on government giving warning to bloggers about wrong information. Then just about yesterday, the media talk about how famous a blogger can be and the extend of their writing. And oh yes, the other day as I was doing some window shopping, I saw an outlet name Bloggers!

So now, in this era.. it is about voicing how you feel out loud. At the time where I was a teenage or a youth (yes yes - i am no longer that).. our thoughts are very much kept inside. So I am just amaze to the extend of how vocal one can be. And I really admire that!

Well, that is the reason I started this blog of mine.. though I still cannot bring myself to put up my photo. There is this part of me who is afraid that people will know who I am. I know is stupid! Is this traditional old fashion old minded me!

Geez... perhaps.. in time... i will show everything???

Cannot sleep again..

I felt very tired. My eyes are heavy.. so I got into bed just now. But when I lay down, I could not sleep. I just could not fall asleep. So here I am getting up again, switching on my laptop. As I am typing now, my eyes is as small as a japanese eyes.. I am feeling sleepy.. but....

argghhh!!! i do not know wat is happening to me... sometimes i get so tired but i cannot sleep... beh tahen..

EXPOZE...


I usually wear button shirts when I am at work. But there are a few problems relating to wearing this kinda shirt. Well, the good thing about it is that it can camoflouge the tummy.. the bad thing is that.. the buttons usually opens up at the bust!

So here I am this morning, wearing this red stripe button shirt. As I was getting out of the car, I have a funny sensation on my chest.. yea! you got it right! my button opens up exposing my bust! I was struggling to button up without stirring too much of an attention. I realise i could not do that and rush back in to the car to do the job.

The whole time after that, all the time, I kept touching my button to make sure that it is intact. If someone were to observe me, they would probably think I am crazy about my bust! Well! What the Heck! Then the 2nd incident happen again just as I was heading for lunch. I fumbled, look around quickly and button up as cool as I can. Sigh...

Well.. you guys probably think that I should get a bigger shirt. But the thing about wearing too big of this kinda shirt will make you look clumsy. Besides, the shirt fit just perfectly except for the bust part.

And I suspect that I am not the only one. The other day as I shop at this small boutique in Amcorp, I bought two shirt - yes button shirt. This lady in the shop offer the service of sewing extra small buttons as security!

So i gather that this is a common problem with women. I remember this incident where I saw this girlfriend of a friend. She was wearing a button shirt and everyone was looking at her as though waiting for the buttons to pop open! Reason being - the space between the buttons were too far apart that we could actually see her bra and flesh and all.. Mind you! She is still well covered by the bra . Thank God! If you are wondering what I am talking about.... here is an illustration...

How to survive this?

I am now working at the most jam area and have to use the ldp. It is horrendously jam. It really sucks! Sunway toll is always a nightmare. And to think that they mention the toll price will be increasing. Whatever for when nothing is done to improve the traffic condition.

As I was stucked at the toll, it came to my mind that the whole toll booths should have been demolished so that traffic will be smoother. Imagine something like a 15 rows of cars trying to squeeze into 5 toll booths. Nobody wants to give way and the distance between cars is just like inches away. You can just stretched out your hand and shake hands with your fellow neighbour in the car.

After the toll, everyone try to squeeze into the suddenly narrow road of 3 lanes then to 2 lanes. I can't help but curse as I drive along. Is making me nuts!!! Yesterday evening, it took me one and half hour to reach home.. I was venting my frustrations on my poor husband.... (I told myself I shall not swear anymore).

I am trying very hard to enjoy the so-called jam which I believe most Selangor-ians have learnt to do so... So I have stacked piles of cds in my car to keep me entertained!

Crazy

Arggh.... sorry.. just few like letting it out. I thought I could have a quiet time writing my blog but here I am at a cyber cafe and I have this guy sitting opposite of me who is practically punching his keyboard so loud is making me crazy!!1 If the poor keyboard can talk, it would have cried in pain! Yea... I am going to put my earphone and blast the music. Let me find peace before I can write..

Change

My change starts the day I left my world of employment and embarked into the world of entrepenuership. Yes, to some, it may sound scary and many people thought it was crazy of me. Infact, it is scary when you realised that you no longer have a fixed salary but rather faced with uncertainties of business sentiments and income.

What business do I do? I am in the business of protecting one's life from life's uncertainties. I am in the business where I speak on behalf of the widows and the children. I am in the business where the moment the bread winner of a family leaves, I am there to provide a cheque for the living. It is truly a beautiful noble business.. I am in the business of life insurance!

Being in this line has changed my whole perspective about the working life. I was in the corporate world once where I was a marketing manager in a property development company. I thought that I would spend the rest of my life in this career and that I will slowly climb the corporate ladder just as I did from just a clerk 10 years ago to a Manager. Now looking back, I realised that 10 years is a long time and that I am not getting any younger. If I am lucky I will
probably be a Senior Manager in another 10 years?? The thing about the corporate world is, your future is not really in your hands but rather in those above you (ie. your boss).

I had the privilege of exploring into the world of entrepenuers. Believe me, it was not easy to break the boundaries.. the boundaries of fear and worry. It is not easy to clear the mental garbage that you have collected over the years. Right now, entrepenuership is about being daring, about taking risk, about challenges and about perseverance! This is a totally different world. No one tells you what to do. Basically in this world, if you fail in this business, you have no else to blame but yourself.

Becoming a full time insurance agent for the last 4 months have taught me a lot. It has taught me strength, it has shown me love and patience and it has also shown me who my true friends are. 4 months in life insurance has taught me so much more than my 4 years in the corporate world.

How am I doing now? I have still a lot of fears to overcome and so much more to learn. I will move on and on as there is so much life to protect and care for. I am there to continue to propagate insurance and to convert as many people as possible into the religion of life insurance! Now that is life!