Friday, August 06, 2010

Too late....

Sometimes you are so into your life, so into yourself and you think that everything is all about you. When things does not go your way, you blame everything else but yourself. Sometimes when things does not happen your way, no matter how hard you tried, perhaps it is a sign that you should just give in. I said give in - not give up! So do not be mistaken.

It takes the death of a person to make another realised that life is short and for that, there is really no time to make more enemies. So I accepted the apology. Infact, I wasn't expecting any apology despite being accused of something that I did not do. Is not a big deal. I can let it pass.

However, I was dejected last week. Especially so when I can't help feeling that I was being discriminated. Contribution were left unnoticed and not being acknowledged. Well, it is not that I want credits but when everyone else is being acknowledged except yourself, you can't help but to wonder why. Especially so when everyone else were there just because they hold a certain position - which does not necessarily means they contribute anything. But well, like I say I was dejected and so I tell myself that enough is enough. Is time to prioritise. Is time to move forward. And to do so, you need to let go of certain things. For once today, I made a decision to be elsewhere instead of being at the meet-up - where I know that if I were there - I would be taken for granted again. So no more! No more from me. Is too late to make amends...

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